I hope u have fun..in a very relaxed sexy way!!..enjoy!
May your wishes come true!..and keep your resolutions..or at least try lol!
All the best!
So today all my family reunited in my house for a lovely dinner..
Disclaimer: it wasn't the happy new year party..tt is tomorrow and u¡ll get to see the pictures!
It was nice..we had wine..cigarrettes and rock and roll what more can u ask for? me..i got lots of stuff in mine..how about a gil tt loves me and tt i can bring home and kiss every night and waking up by her side!..oh well! i wont get into tt today because it was a good day! a very good one!...
HAPPY NEW YEAR'S!!!
Disclaimer: it wasn't the happy new year party..tt is tomorrow and u¡ll get to see the pictures!
It was nice..we had wine..cigarrettes and rock and roll what more can u ask for? me..i got lots of stuff in mine..how about a gil tt loves me and tt i can bring home and kiss every night and waking up by her side!..oh well! i wont get into tt today because it was a good day! a very good one!...
HAPPY NEW YEAR'S!!!
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Not actually mine..my cousins..we got to a place but it was full of metal people..so i didnt wanted to be there we went to a pool bar but since we got there with 2 minors they din let them in...sooo..we got to another place and it was like a big rave...
-Cover: 20
-Beer: 15..and later 10
-Pot: Free
-Almost passing out in there: Priceless and something i wont ever do again!
Electronic music surrounded me since 12 til 6 am..i couldnt take it anymore..then i got home and my dad was waiting for my brother and us but luckily he just wanted to check we were alive haha
-Cover: 20
-Beer: 15..and later 10
-Pot: Free
-Almost passing out in there: Priceless and something i wont ever do again!
Electronic music surrounded me since 12 til 6 am..i couldnt take it anymore..then i got home and my dad was waiting for my brother and us but luckily he just wanted to check we were alive haha
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...But in town!!
Well since my brother came along (and he still doesn't know for sure im gay) i went out..as i promised but to town..to find my battery for my laptop!...it was nice we left at 3 and got back at 6..so i wasnt all the time @ home!!
..Ive been having some strange thoughts since yesteday i completed my marathon of South Of Nowhere..i think im telling my brother on new years..i dun think it'll be of any harm..plus i think itll be the best thing for our relationship...we get along well but i feel like im really hiding something he could be supportive about (yes im a liar! in tt sense i am!)..i guess if i get drunk i must not tell him..but i could try..it depends...
..by now i realise this is the most 'mature' post i have done so im gonna shut up and leave it at that...
Well since my brother came along (and he still doesn't know for sure im gay) i went out..as i promised but to town..to find my battery for my laptop!...it was nice we left at 3 and got back at 6..so i wasnt all the time @ home!!
..Ive been having some strange thoughts since yesteday i completed my marathon of South Of Nowhere..i think im telling my brother on new years..i dun think it'll be of any harm..plus i think itll be the best thing for our relationship...we get along well but i feel like im really hiding something he could be supportive about (yes im a liar! in tt sense i am!)..i guess if i get drunk i must not tell him..but i could try..it depends...
..by now i realise this is the most 'mature' post i have done so im gonna shut up and leave it at that...
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Yes..indeed..I've been doing nothing this last couple of days but tomorrow i swear i will at least go to gay town!..i cannot stay here anymore it wont be a nice vacation if i just stay at home right??
Yesterday i watched Scarface and it was good..din watched sex and the city for a day but i did watched south of nowhere haha...i slept @ 5 am..and right now im not even sleepy..what could it be?..
I promise i will go out and start writing something cool..anything but 'im still staying home'
Yesterday i watched Scarface and it was good..din watched sex and the city for a day but i did watched south of nowhere haha...i slept @ 5 am..and right now im not even sleepy..what could it be?..
I promise i will go out and start writing something cool..anything but 'im still staying home'
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This had to be edited due to my embarassment!! LOL
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..Hope u had a wonderful christmas!!..
I guess ill tell you about mine..last saturday i spent the entire day creating an MP3 so we could dance..it turns out i fucked it up because i put all the songs in folders and when we got to my aunts house..there was no TV to check were the songs where sooo..it was a big deal cause everyone wanted this and that and my father was yelling yatti yatti yatta...and well it was good..for like 3 hours..then it came Karaoke time and..well my dad began his usual drunkiness...and mad time at holidays..so i ended up feeling like shit and not enjoying..tts until my cute cute very cute cousin (male cousin but he is cute..and plus i havent seen him in like 7 years)..but dun worry ill post a slide show later..
We got home @ 5:30 and the next day they woke me up @ 1 because i dunno if u know but here in Mexico there's this thing called the 'Reheat' and you eat everything tt u didnt @ night..so we get together again...
Plans for New Year..
-My house (your house=
-My laptop wil be in charge of the music
-Costume Party (It'll be the first..everyone must come in disguise..ull get to see the pics!=
-Food and more food!
-Grapes
-Drinks..
Now all i have to do is go out to Gay Zone..A.k.a (Zona Rosa) and find myself some lady..but like i told you im too shy!! hehe
I guess ill tell you about mine..last saturday i spent the entire day creating an MP3 so we could dance..it turns out i fucked it up because i put all the songs in folders and when we got to my aunts house..there was no TV to check were the songs where sooo..it was a big deal cause everyone wanted this and that and my father was yelling yatti yatti yatta...and well it was good..for like 3 hours..then it came Karaoke time and..well my dad began his usual drunkiness...and mad time at holidays..so i ended up feeling like shit and not enjoying..tts until my cute cute very cute cousin (male cousin but he is cute..and plus i havent seen him in like 7 years)..but dun worry ill post a slide show later..
We got home @ 5:30 and the next day they woke me up @ 1 because i dunno if u know but here in Mexico there's this thing called the 'Reheat' and you eat everything tt u didnt @ night..so we get together again...
Plans for New Year..
-My house (your house=
-My laptop wil be in charge of the music
-Costume Party (It'll be the first..everyone must come in disguise..ull get to see the pics!=
-Food and more food!
-Grapes
-Drinks..
Now all i have to do is go out to Gay Zone..A.k.a (Zona Rosa) and find myself some lady..but like i told you im too shy!! hehe
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In spite of still being in my jammies..waiting for my sisters to come in and help me with my hair (i want it straight straight..but they do it so much better!)..me watching sex and the city..in spite of everything it does feel like christmas..and i just wanted to wish everyone a very very happy one!..
Enjoy it with the people you love..the people you cherrish..have a great night celebrating..and if you drink please dont drive!!
Merry Christmas!!
Enjoy it with the people you love..the people you cherrish..have a great night celebrating..and if you drink please dont drive!!
Merry Christmas!!
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'..faith in myself..faith then i will one day meet someone who will be sure that i was the one..'
-Carrie Bradshaw, Sex and The City
Well its true ...Big thought in the middle...and Hopefully it wont take her long to find me..or me to find her..
-Carrie Bradshaw, Sex and The City
Well its true ...Big thought in the middle...and Hopefully it wont take her long to find me..or me to find her..
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Okay so my last attempt..i wanna get in the mood!! and i found 2 very nice holiday videos! hopefully ill be able to post them
Beyonce - Holy Night
Hanson - White Christmas
Beyonce - Holy Night
Hanson - White Christmas
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Ive been trying to post some holiday videos just to get in the mood and it seems i can't!..hehe ill try more!!!
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Yepp!! since i havent watched South Of Nowhere (SON) im downloading it!..piracy??..not actually..since i dont have a real way to watch it all..they are aiting it on MTV but sometimes im not able to watch it!!
I was downloading it and somehow my computer just went off!!..so im trying again!!..
I did open my xmas present..and it happened to be the entire seasons for Sex and the city!!..how cool...im about to do a marathon!!..lets see how much i get to see..since im poor ima be emailing cards to everyone!!...
Still no wishes since il be coming back!!
I was downloading it and somehow my computer just went off!!..so im trying again!!..
I did open my xmas present..and it happened to be the entire seasons for Sex and the city!!..how cool...im about to do a marathon!!..lets see how much i get to see..since im poor ima be emailing cards to everyone!!...
Still no wishes since il be coming back!!
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And i only got 1 present in the stove..yes the one my cousin gave to me and ill open it tomorrow even tho i kinda wanted to open it today cause if i loooove it then ill have to wait till tuesday to actually enjoy it!!
Right now im listening to Ms. Minogue CD and its Awesome!!!
Not much has happened..well it has..this guy who thinks i like him (and probably im bad bcos i made him think tt) Only wants to sleep with me..and of course i wont..but it does feel bad tt people will only like u for tt..specially when he has make sure to tell everyone @ his work place tt used to be my work place tt i have already slept with him..so its like..fuck off..plus they know im G-A-Y sooo good luck with tt..
Right now in my house tt is ur house they r cooking part of the dinner we'll be having..they are making Bacalao..wich i will look for and translate for you cos i have absolutely no idea whats the name..if you know then post it in the comments!!
Im pretty sure ill be posting tomorrow so my wishes for ya'll will be posted tomorrow..or late @ night!!!
Right now im listening to Ms. Minogue CD and its Awesome!!!
Not much has happened..well it has..this guy who thinks i like him (and probably im bad bcos i made him think tt) Only wants to sleep with me..and of course i wont..but it does feel bad tt people will only like u for tt..specially when he has make sure to tell everyone @ his work place tt used to be my work place tt i have already slept with him..so its like..fuck off..plus they know im G-A-Y sooo good luck with tt..
Right now in my house tt is ur house they r cooking part of the dinner we'll be having..they are making Bacalao..wich i will look for and translate for you cos i have absolutely no idea whats the name..if you know then post it in the comments!!
Im pretty sure ill be posting tomorrow so my wishes for ya'll will be posted tomorrow..or late @ night!!!
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Yesterday i went to one of the most amazing things ive ever been too..it was my first real party..as in i was invited and there was a list..is nt tt i have always wanted or my life depends on it..but i guess it was a dream i had and actually happened..
I met Diego Luna and Gael Garcia..it was the 2nd anniversary of their production company 'Canana' i danced with them although im sure they didnt even know who i was or that they dont ever remember dancing with me..but looking back its a nice experience i had and something i will always remember...
Yesterday i met with N..we talked and allot of things came clean..its nice to remain friends after along time and after me not living here..its nice to know i can do it..
You know what happens when u drink too much??..u start feeling like shit..hah..like i am feeling now..i woke up drunk wanting to throw up and thinking about the drive home..im still not feeling well and on monday ill have again one of this..its xmas and of course im going to party..but dont think bad its not something i always do and i dont think tt if u dun drink then u wont have a good time..is just something i do to celebrate and im sure on the 25th ill regret it..but hey...its the 21st xmas of my life and its the only 21st xmas ill have hehehehe..
Will look up stuff for a while..and if i have a crisis and i want to write then ill do so again..if not..have a good night sleep!!
I met Diego Luna and Gael Garcia..it was the 2nd anniversary of their production company 'Canana' i danced with them although im sure they didnt even know who i was or that they dont ever remember dancing with me..but looking back its a nice experience i had and something i will always remember...
Yesterday i met with N..we talked and allot of things came clean..its nice to remain friends after along time and after me not living here..its nice to know i can do it..
You know what happens when u drink too much??..u start feeling like shit..hah..like i am feeling now..i woke up drunk wanting to throw up and thinking about the drive home..im still not feeling well and on monday ill have again one of this..its xmas and of course im going to party..but dont think bad its not something i always do and i dont think tt if u dun drink then u wont have a good time..is just something i do to celebrate and im sure on the 25th ill regret it..but hey...its the 21st xmas of my life and its the only 21st xmas ill have hehehehe..
Will look up stuff for a while..and if i have a crisis and i want to write then ill do so again..if not..have a good night sleep!!
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You May call me crazy..haha..but i had to watch enchanted again..only this time i saw it with my sisters..they loved it..but im not sure if they did as much as me! hehe
Tomorrow im meeting one of my best friends..wich we will call N (just for future references)..im pretty sure she will tel me some stuff i need to know just so tt i can get over allot of stuff!..
Im still in shock about the pregnancy..but im getting over it fast..i have to..otherwise this could be one of the worse holidays for me...but actually they are painting to be one of the coolest..if whatever they are saying is true..
Im eating some cookies..im having some cramps..and i have an urge to go and fix me a drink..but ill hang..and wont do it..unless in the next 10 minutes they tell me some stuff i wont handle..and no i aint an alcoholic!
Oh yeh i forgot i bought 2 cd's today..wich i will listen and then report..(Ms. Minogue - X..And Spice Girls - Greatest Hits)
oh and Britney's sis is pregnant..@ 16...mm..thoughts on tt??..if u u want to have sex..then find some money and at least protect urself...c'mon is 2007!!!
Tomorrow im meeting one of my best friends..wich we will call N (just for future references)..im pretty sure she will tel me some stuff i need to know just so tt i can get over allot of stuff!..
Im still in shock about the pregnancy..but im getting over it fast..i have to..otherwise this could be one of the worse holidays for me...but actually they are painting to be one of the coolest..if whatever they are saying is true..
Im eating some cookies..im having some cramps..and i have an urge to go and fix me a drink..but ill hang..and wont do it..unless in the next 10 minutes they tell me some stuff i wont handle..and no i aint an alcoholic!
Oh yeh i forgot i bought 2 cd's today..wich i will listen and then report..(Ms. Minogue - X..And Spice Girls - Greatest Hits)
oh and Britney's sis is pregnant..@ 16...mm..thoughts on tt??..if u u want to have sex..then find some money and at least protect urself...c'mon is 2007!!!
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Im Back..feeling like shit..yup im still in love..well actually i dont know if what i feel is love or just tt feeling of wanting to throw up because when i was about to see her tts what i felt..and when i did i was happy..she looks just the same..and in between our small talk i felt bad..yes she is pregnant...
I never said she was a lesbian..but she did say she didnt wanted to have kids..i guess it wasnt planned and she does look happy..but i feel really really bad..almost like crying..but what am i to do right..she is my friend and im hers..soo im going to be there for her..pretending to be happy..until i feel tt way..until im actually happy to see her married (she is going to marry him)..until im over her..and living far away is going to help me..ha..or tt will happen when i find someone else..right?
I never said she was a lesbian..but she did say she didnt wanted to have kids..i guess it wasnt planned and she does look happy..but i feel really really bad..almost like crying..but what am i to do right..she is my friend and im hers..soo im going to be there for her..pretending to be happy..until i feel tt way..until im actually happy to see her married (she is going to marry him)..until im over her..and living far away is going to help me..ha..or tt will happen when i find someone else..right?
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Yes, i got home yesterday, but allot happened over the weekend..first..the most important thing they made me cry on saturday..the most amazing / sad thing happened on saturday..i was supposed to join my roomates in a giving away presents @ wallmart..to kids who dont have their parents with them because they were taken away 'cos they beat them up...
I met a girl named Carmen..she is 15 years old..and i became her godmother..just for tt day and it made me happy...
Then i went to watch the most amazing picture i have seen in along time..Enchanted..i was entertained...i laughed..i almost cried..but it was pretty amazing..im taking my brother and my sisters tomorrow..
Now about me coming home..i got home yesterday @ 5:45 and my uncle and my brother were supposed to pick me up..and they did..only like 1hr late because of the traffic..but it was all good..then i arrived and they gave me an early xmas present (money) and i went to buy 'The Beyoncé Experience' and i watched it as soon as i got home..just to be reminded of what i couldve seen but didnt..and actually i was quite impressed...is nothing new i love Bee..but it was amazingly good..everything..the songs..they way she performed..tts why i thnk she is number 1...
Well right now ill be going..in a couple of hours im going to do a search...just to know if actually i still love her..or not..will tell about it later!
I met a girl named Carmen..she is 15 years old..and i became her godmother..just for tt day and it made me happy...
Then i went to watch the most amazing picture i have seen in along time..Enchanted..i was entertained...i laughed..i almost cried..but it was pretty amazing..im taking my brother and my sisters tomorrow..
Now about me coming home..i got home yesterday @ 5:45 and my uncle and my brother were supposed to pick me up..and they did..only like 1hr late because of the traffic..but it was all good..then i arrived and they gave me an early xmas present (money) and i went to buy 'The Beyoncé Experience' and i watched it as soon as i got home..just to be reminded of what i couldve seen but didnt..and actually i was quite impressed...is nothing new i love Bee..but it was amazingly good..everything..the songs..they way she performed..tts why i thnk she is number 1...
Well right now ill be going..in a couple of hours im going to do a search...just to know if actually i still love her..or not..will tell about it later!
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I have spent the last hour watching pics of my fave Band..no it aint a gay band..although they started making me feel i was because the one i liked when i was 11 looked like a girl..yes im talking about Hanson..
I dont know why..probably because they are actually good (u can listen to them in youtube if u dont believe me)..because they really care about their fans..or because they write stuff i can relate to..but i have been a fan since 1997..and i dont plan of stoping..
Im not the only Lesbian who likes them..i got a couple f ppl in myspace who do..(yes they are lesbians also and they love them)..going to see them live 2 years ago was probably the best thing ive ever done..and right now im listening to them..on shuffle in my iPod..I love them
Not much happened today..on monday ill be traveling to see my family..and hopefully there ill catch up in dancing and clubs..also in parties and holiday season..im not feeling xmas yet..but hopefully ill do soon!..
I dont know why..probably because they are actually good (u can listen to them in youtube if u dont believe me)..because they really care about their fans..or because they write stuff i can relate to..but i have been a fan since 1997..and i dont plan of stoping..
Im not the only Lesbian who likes them..i got a couple f ppl in myspace who do..(yes they are lesbians also and they love them)..going to see them live 2 years ago was probably the best thing ive ever done..and right now im listening to them..on shuffle in my iPod..I love them
Not much happened today..on monday ill be traveling to see my family..and hopefully there ill catch up in dancing and clubs..also in parties and holiday season..im not feeling xmas yet..but hopefully ill do soon!..
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Well first i would like to let you know is not easy for me to be making this Blog. and i have many reasons those i wont post..i guess u'll be figuring out as i go along.
This is my 3rd attempt to make it. This time ill try harder and write almost everyday about everyday stuff a Lesbian like me goes to..
Maybe itll be helpful..for me and for you...
Ok the truth..im 21 years old..im halfway into being completely out of the closet..by that i mean almost all my friends know but my family dont..i think they pretty much figure tt out but havent asked me..and since they dont ask i dun tell..
I like Femmes and to all of u straight ppl ut there tt means i like girly girls..and I look like a girl..(that i like to think) but my ways are just too masculine..i like soccer..i yell..i curse..and as one of my friends (who i will call N) says i walk manly..hehe
I watch TV..I go to school..And i do stare at women..i fell in love with my best friend she din knew abt it and till this day i think she has no clue i ever was..
I love the L word..I read perezhilton..i love gossip what can i say??..I like to go to gay-friendly places..and im too shy when it comes to picking up girls...
I guess this in a way sums up what this whole blog will be about!..and hopefully..ull keep on reading it and commenting it..
Ill be back soon..
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