Wednesday, December 3, 2008
Even for a second..even for a minute..or an hour..i can do that..and everytime i do i end up with the same answer..why hide it? because im scared..my family..my friends..i actually don't know how they will react..its a win/lose situation..im not scared of being me..i just wont put it out if im not asked..unless i feel like doing it with the ones i trust the most..

i know who i am..i know who i like..i just don't like saying it..why is it so hard..so difficult to just actually accept the fact that i am me and nobody else..i am exactly who i was supposed to be if theres such thing as being meant to be..im happy..at least most of the time..i get worried..i get sad..i cry but 85% of the time i laugh..there is nothing wrong with me..

being OUT..is not easy..at least not were i am..people judge and look at you differently..not that i care about that but is just hard..it wasnt like that where i was actually..it was more open..here..well..lots of religious catholic stuff that makes the no-no...

but at least to the people i care..to the people i love..i am out..i am happy..i am me.

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posted by Roasted Twinkie at 11:35 PM |



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