Trying Not To Sleep
Monday, January 21, 2008
But im not managing to do it!..i guess my life is not the same as before!..soo..i cant just not sleep when i want to!!

Tomorrow ill wake up to do some excersice..then some homework..and later hopefully..some school!..and itll be a nice day!

This weekend..was boring...almost finished watching 24..and then we bought some bootleg movies..saw 3 of them (outta 6)

  1. All About women (??) is with meg ryan and adam brody and a cute lil girl i fell in love with!
  2. Stardust (ok..how Gorgeous is michelle pfiffer!!!..damn!)
  3. The bucket list...made me cry!..made me remember!! such a great movie!!
Watched some football..i totally wanted greenbay to win!!..damn!..yes they lost in extratime!!!

And ive been listening over and over to a new Kelly Clarkson song..its called 'Maybe' i know rumor has it she's gay..and with this song..well it kinda looks tt way!!.is so amazing..ill post the lyrics tomorrow!!..can't get over it!!....

Well i guess my attempt has failed and im officially going to sleep right now!! *And yeah probably have another lesbian dream..ive had them all week!! so cool!!..if only they were real!*
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Isn't She Gorgeous?
Friday, January 18, 2008
She maybe a bitch in the show..but she is stunning..sooo beautiful..

Mia Kirshner

Mia Kirshner

I just had to share her with you!..Im loving her!
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Back...Finally!
Well ive been hesitating about this..but i really enjoy writing!!!..soo ill keep my blog!..my oh its so fun to be gay blog..i dont mean tt in a harsh way..i love being gay..what i dont love is not being able to tell my parents or even a small part of my family because im so damn scared!!...

I guess like i said before the first one will be my brother..then itll flow..(i guess)

Allot happened in this week..i changed my mayor i was in communications..now im in marketing and im loving it!! i go to school 4 days and tt leaves me plenty of time to do homeworks and everything involving school!!

I havent been to the movies..and im trying so hard to watch those Cashmere Mafia episodes..ill see if i can use torrents!..i wanna watch em!!

Im thinking about buying a new laptop..its still in plan but if i do ttll be great!!!

Well im back now!..but its time for me to eat!
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Stupid Guys
Friday, January 4, 2008
What is it with stupid guys and not understanding reasons!!..*yes its in a very not friendly tone* i tried i really did try to be nice but it seems he makes it sooo hard..ok so u want the story..ill tell u the story..my story with Mr. R

Mr. R and me worked together..he sold food i took care of animals..
R started liking/loving me and started telling people so...
I decided not to hide anymore and told N, Paola (future reference P) and Cynthia (C) tt i was gay..(oh yeah why i din wanted to hide..tts another story u will know later..when im in the mood..
R knew I was gay and still decided to court me...
R told ppl he didnt mind i was gay and tt it would be could if i could be his GF..
I told him no i din wanted to im gay..*see this bracelet in my hand kinda gay*
R kept telling me i love you..please say yes..i wont be bad...
I started thinking...about what i dont know i just thought...
R asked me again...
I said no...
A viciously malignous dissappointment wich is why came out to ppl who is called Jess (J) happen AGAIN..and i said yes..oh yes darling let¡s date ull be my savior!
I started being my usual not wanting to have a BF self and broke up with R
R hated me
I din hated R and started liking L...allot!
R wanted to be close again so he listened to all the stuff i had inside when i wanted L..
R was being a great friend...
I left the city...called R and started talking..as in a talking dating way
R dated N..
R Stopped talking to I
N told me I got my supersized dont know why im jealous and I called R
R and N stopped dating and R called to talk/date
R stopped I and got her mad *why the hech was he playing with me when i was supposed to be playing with him..not good..and yes i was still pretty sure i was a lesbian*
R got a new GF
I came to the city..
I met R and talked
I left the city
R still had tt GF
I got to the city..again as in i am still in the city..
R keeps calling I..
I sometimes tells im not home..i went to the store..blah...
R tells I she is weird..
I tells R..u got a GF
I tells R everysingle time he called..the phone is on my parents bedroom there is no other phone i cant talk like i would want to talk because my parents are here..
R asks I..u cant talk right, right?..*please do not my previous sentence*
R tells I..u're weird..*again please!*
R tells I..Why dont u talk right *AGAIN*
R tells I..I guess this is Gbye..i hope u find urself a nice boy..tt he can take good care of you *i dont know if he is stupid or just playing to be one*

OMG..yes tts my longest post so far..and its all because i dont really understand how his mind works..he has a GF..he wants me..i dont want him..he knows tt..and he keeps calling and keeps saying stupid stuff wich i cant properly answer because theres always someone in the room..i hope u dont take tt im mean by this..im not..i just got really desperate..wich gets me to my fathers freaky question of 2 days ago...

''why are u always so mean to guys tt call u over the phone''

Damn i so wish i had the guts to tell him..or my mom..maybe tt way theyll know im not the bitch they think i am..
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Awekward!
(is it spelled correctly..lol)

I planned to go out yesterday (yes yesterday bcos its 2:48am rite now!) to gay town..i know i say it allot but this time i was realy going..
I got a cousin who i presume is gay/female/not-single so i told her if she would join me to gay Mexico..she agreed..but then we decided to go tonight because its LezNight..and a smile lightup her face..so made me think once again..maybe she is gay!..so im going today

Dentist today for me..in a while..i think im not sleeping because i need to wake up early and i end up waking up at 1pm and its NOT correct lol..

Facebook is up..i think its awesome..i know im a lil behind i did have it..but i had this shit on my browser abt some privacy thing until i finally got mozilla and it started working fine!!

South of Nowhere

Yes i am addicted..i am in love..(*places i love Spencer sticker in here*)..and i cant finish watching them..i got all 2 seasons now..and yesterday i watched season 3 episode 1-2 but i can't fnish downloading episode 3 so i can¡t watch episode 4 or 5 or 6.....im stucked!! and im downloading right now..but its a long way to go..hopefully theyll be done by today!!!

I think im so ready for a girlfriend..i so want to feel that gentle kiss and hug and touch..so many ands..but its true..when i had my chance i lost it because i didnt knew it was MY thing/turn/decision to say 'do u wanna be my GF' and i fucked it up..now i know im tt type..the one tt has to say it not the one tt should wait..or maybe it was just with her..but..the thing is..i wont fucked it up again..not anymore..

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Reheat!
Wednesday, January 2, 2008
Everyone came..again..and we ate the leftovers of last day..i woke up at 1..and everyone arrived like at 3pm

We talked..had some coffee..and then i kinda slept again!..lol

I got online and tried to download some SON chapters..i ended up downloading the episode tt was missing (Nº 5) and then i kept going and going..yes tt was after i told someone i was going to sleep (i couldn't! but i hope u had a nice sleep though!)

I played some online poker..but then my stupid laptop went off soo the game wa suspended but i was getting it soo right (i think d score was 1-1)

Nothing much has happened im just waiting for my dad to call me so i can go in and have him check at my teeth (yes he is a dentist!)..so ill be here..waiting!
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New Year!
This was yet the best new years i have ever celebrated!!..everyone dressed up and had a wonderful amazing time!..ill post some pics later!!

We had some dinner @ 11:30 and then everyone said some wishes (not me..i only tried to make em laugh!) my sister (who btw is 13) got a lil drunk because she just started serving her and ended up crying like crazy and the next day her hangover was so good!
Everyone was making fun of her!..it was funny..

It was a costume party..and since it was a nice time we took like hundreds and hundreds of pics hah..even my granda dressed up for the night!..

Thats it for this holiday post..it was a nice time..and hopefully this year we'll be better than the last 1!
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