I used to sing this song to one girl..yes L..and well..i think its one of the most poetic songs int he world..and the music is just to die for..is from Mr. Peter Gabriel..and well ill post the link to the lyrics for you..if u want to listen to it..do it please live!..is so much better!!....
http://www.azlyrics.com/lyrics/petergabriel/washingofthewater.html
And well i was just remembering her..i guess she turned my world upside down..she gave me most of the signs..i delivered..she kept going..i was there..she comfronted me..i told her i liked her..she didnt go away...now she is pregnant and im away...i dont even feel like her friend anymore..i miss her..i hope she is well..don't mean any harm..wish her all the best in the world..i couldve loved her to death...
Well i was at school at about 4:40pm and i read devastating news..for me and maybe for u fellow readers...SOUTH OF NOWHERE has been cancelled...
It breaks my heart and i was in shock..because i love tt show!..i love those girls!..i relate to the plot!..and well it was so good to see someone more ur age (well im 22 but the school thing i relate more to tt that with the l word..wich i love!) well it kinda made u feel like u werent alone..and tt actually allot of stuff u thought wasnt so wrong..(if only there was a Spencer in my school!)..
Yes it makes me sad..im now hapy tt i got all the episodes in my computer..and well im looking forward to the last season..(the rest of the last??)..i know im going to cry at the end..heck id even cry right now...if i only had the courage to watch it...
...im a coward...LONG LIVE SPASHLEY!
It breaks my heart and i was in shock..because i love tt show!..i love those girls!..i relate to the plot!..and well it was so good to see someone more ur age (well im 22 but the school thing i relate more to tt that with the l word..wich i love!) well it kinda made u feel like u werent alone..and tt actually allot of stuff u thought wasnt so wrong..(if only there was a Spencer in my school!)..
Yes it makes me sad..im now hapy tt i got all the episodes in my computer..and well im looking forward to the last season..(the rest of the last??)..i know im going to cry at the end..heck id even cry right now...if i only had the courage to watch it...
...im a coward...LONG LIVE SPASHLEY!
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Actually i realized tt on friday night..when i went to a wedding tt i wont be getting married..but somehow i do want to..not the party..not the dress..but just a really nice ceremony so tt everyone knows im with someone tt loves me and tt i love her back..what got me thinking??..a message from L..she thanked me for remembering her bday..and i totally screwed up and told her she forgot mine..then i almost started crying..i guess i still care for her and have deep feelings..but to return to the actual post..i thought about the music tt ill have to play..for everyone to please everyone..the songs i would want to heat and the food i would want to eat..i also thought about how almost no-one would show up because of my lack of friends so it will turn out to be a family affair..wich i see nothing wrong with tt..i guess its true when they say how a girl wishes and desires a wedding..i wish for it..dont desire..and i want it with a girl..*sigh*
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The title pretty much sums it up..but is the truth..i cannot stand telling people how good they look..how pretty they are..what to do..what not to do..how to behave..if tt were my job then ill probably tell it..but its not..and what i hate is tt the person tt tells HERSELF..'oh im not pretty', 'look how ugly i look', 'im not beautiful'..i know they are only saying it so tt i can say..'no its not true', yati yati yatta...but i get tired...i know I AM beautiful..and when i tell myself tt i start to believe it more..so why can't she?...
Does she actually wanna be alone for the rest of her life?..tts the feeling i get..thats the feeling people around her get..she does nothing to gain a man's attention..nothing..she never goes out..and when she does she doesnt look in the eye..wich is why probably everyone is scared to even go and say hi if everyone did happened to like her!..im so happy tts not me..
What i wish is for her to be happy..from the bottom of my heart i do..maybe tt way she'll be different..maybe tt way all the stuff tt bothers her will stop and she can beging to smile..
Does she actually wanna be alone for the rest of her life?..tts the feeling i get..thats the feeling people around her get..she does nothing to gain a man's attention..nothing..she never goes out..and when she does she doesnt look in the eye..wich is why probably everyone is scared to even go and say hi if everyone did happened to like her!..im so happy tts not me..
What i wish is for her to be happy..from the bottom of my heart i do..maybe tt way she'll be different..maybe tt way all the stuff tt bothers her will stop and she can beging to smile..
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Yes...im so in love with tt Kelly Clarkson song..i guess its a pretty gay song..as in Kelly IS gay! but its so me..with everything...now ill proceed to quote my fave part of the song
"I dont wanna be tough..i Don't wanna be PROUD..I don't need to be fixed and i certainly don't need to be found...IM NOT LOST!"
and now a pic of my fave Gay couple today!!!
Now..im off to school..i got a test and i need to stop dreaming...about wanting something it seems so far away..but it will be real..maybe not today maybe not tomorrow..but one day..
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Well i guess ive been trying not to write...well tts not true...is just i havent got the time but i just promised myself i'd find it and tts because i really enjoy writing and i kinda feel better after ive done it...
I know this is not a blog like any other blog...its basicly me sharing a state of mind tt is different from any other...its just me!...but i will open another blog (what!!..i dont even write in this one and i wanna write in the other one!!)..where i will be giving my point of view about particular things..maybe just gossip..movies..music..and well if i can about news tt really matter haha!!..=) so im back for good beloved readers...
I know this is not a blog like any other blog...its basicly me sharing a state of mind tt is different from any other...its just me!...but i will open another blog (what!!..i dont even write in this one and i wanna write in the other one!!)..where i will be giving my point of view about particular things..maybe just gossip..movies..music..and well if i can about news tt really matter haha!!..=) so im back for good beloved readers...
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