The L Word ep. 601
Tuesday, January 27, 2009
Okay there are no cuts here, so i won't make this spoilerish in case you haven't seen it. I got my hands on the first episode of the l word and i saw it last friday, right now im trying to get the second one. Now here are the best and worse about it all.

BEST -Jenny Rules! (i know allot of you are not fans of her, but this time, well its Jenny she will be dead eventually and she just looks amazingly beautiful!) -Helena is back! (i know we had her in the last episode, and in this one she only shows her face like once or twice but she is there and that's what counts) -Max!, not that i love him but i only saw him once and only a part of his face (was that a big big mustache?) -Revenge Sex. what more is there to say!

NOT SO -Hit!. uhm Really? It was nice, just a little sad thinking how my fave character will end up dead and probably we'll never find out who did it. and that i only have 5 more left!. now its my time to turn around and scream.

And just because they are so beautiful. Specially Mia Kirshner!





Images via After Ellen

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The thing about being away
Friday, January 23, 2009
I have this thing that i do just because i miss my family and that is calling them when im returning home from school. Being late at night and with no-one around i can easily talk and well i can say everything i want. 

Yesterday wasn't different from any other day except that is 1 of the 2 days i don't get a ride home after school so i need to get on 2 bus trips and walk a 15 minute walk which is when i call them. well i got walking at around 8:40 (i was late due to late class gossip) i called my mom and i got voicemail and then my fucking phone went off! i thought it was just like it does it goes blank and then it just restarts. but oh no! i didn't had any battery left and i didn't notice so until i got home and connected my phone and actually turned it on because i kinda went to have something to eat i was starving!. Then surprise surprise i got my dad worried and well i noticed the call and picked up the phone. he just wanted to know that i was alright so i told him yeah and he ended it with ''next time call my phone not your mom's'' then i went ''why?'', then he went ''just because i will pick up so call my phone'' i was like ''okay goodnight'' and immediately i knew something was wrong!.

The thing about being away is i get absolutely freaked when i think my parents are fighting, maybe it has nothing to do about being away maybe it has everything to do with it because i am not here and well there is no way in hell someone is going to tell me exactly how things are so a while ago i got online and my dad was there. of course i didn't wanted to ask anything but along came information and well it was just because my dad things a friend (girl) of my sister likes her likes her like i like girls likes her and he freaked!, and told my sister to tell her friend to stop being so stalkerish (according to my dad the girl sends my sister txts and gets all mad because my sister talks with other girls) or he will tell her himself. and he got very very mad at my mom because he says she didnt mind at all and actually got mad because he was checking her phone (which is a valid point but he does claim he just turned off the calculator) and now my dad just rambled up on me with that he must ve waaay mad. 

Now the thing with all this letters being written is
  • my dad is a lovable gentle person but he is not wanting gay daughters. what am i? a gay daughter of his. he doesnt know but i became really really sad when i read 'thats not what i want for her' and 'less if it is this way with that girl being so stalkerish'.
  • my dad is mad at my mom and his bday is coming. 
  • my dad doesnt want a gay daughter. or son in that case (yes i have a brother)
  • my sister has a girlfriend? my sister is gay? (ok this one i believe is a 5% chance, i really doubt it. but yet again who knows!)
I guess being OUT right now at this point will be a no-no.at least with my parents. my brother is a maybe. a maybe that can come to a he KNOWS soon. im hoping i have the guts for that. soon. and i hope that this thing that happened yesterday will be over soon. for the sake of them and for my peace of mind.

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Oscar nominations
Thursday, January 22, 2009
If there is a thing i don't miss on TV are the oscar's (there's other stuff too but this is one of the most importants) and today the nominations were given.

I wasn't surprised to see the late Heath Ledger nominated for his role on Dark Night but there will be people that will claim (if he wins) that it is only because he is death. Believe me im NOT one of them!, but i was suprised to see Robert Downey Jr. Nominated for his role on Tropic Thunder, i haven't seen that movie have you?.

Now. One of my first loves. Ms. Jolie is nominated for her role on Changeling. I haven't seen that one because it hasn't arrive on my country. i know i should not complain but BUT BUT i wanna see it so bad! before the oscar's. i want her to win or Kate Winslet and no i haven't seen her movie either. Again my country's fault!.

On wich movies i have seen!, well nominated 2! again remember my country! and i can tell you that i loved the 2!. that being Benjamin Button and the Dark Night.

Now for what almost made me cry!. Mr. Peter Gabriel got nominated for his song on Wall-E!. I love that song!. and well this is the first time he's been nominated for an Oscar. Im hoping and praying right now that he'll get it!. if he does ill cry because a month after ill be seeing him live!. yes!

The oscar's will be airing February 22nd. on whichever channel you get where your reading me!. ill post the review and what i think of who won when they air!

Obsession of today..she deserves it because she is nominated!



For the entire list of nominees go here.

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The curious case of Benjamin Button
Saturday, January 17, 2009
I saw this movie yesterday and well. i LOVED it! it made my day!

i had to write something as soon as the movie ended so im just going to copy it so you will get the feeling of what it meant.

I've seen one of the most exciting movies of my life, they teach you, you laugh and it has a message. Im happy, the movie made me smile and i enjoyed it in a way i havent enjoyed movies in my life. When i see movies like this is when i realize thats what i was meant to do with my life. something that can reach people and that feels the way i felt when i finished watching it. im sorry if this is boring but i want you to understand what making and watching movies mean to me.



Over all outstanding.

*5 stars

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NikkiStew?. Nikki Reed & Kristen Stewart?
Tuesday, January 13, 2009
OMG!. okay where to start? first i decided ha! yes me! that maybe this is a gayer blog than i thought and well this is proof of it. Yes i admit it, i read fanfic and yesterday i posted about it, so i found yuletide and in there i found some stories about Nikki Reed (who you may remember as being opposite to Evan Rachel Wood in 13 (not my thirteen but close i did like that movie or maybe as Rosalie the blond woman in twilight) & Kristen Stewart (Lil tomboyish girl in panic room, another movie with Meg Ryan or Bella in Twilight). Okay so the story was about them being an item. as i recall this wasnt the first time i read this, so i researched like 2 weeks ago and just found some loving websites but not the information i was craving for.

Then on one of my favorite blogs she discussed the story i read that had me going in the first place and in one of the comments they mentioned this site i found more and more and well literally i don't know what to believe, they have kissed (they claim not romanticly) they touch and well yes my gaydar does get on when it comes to Kristen yes and she is gorgeous! and well Nikki too even though i didn't have her on my mind

Ill leave here a couple of pics, just so you can judge too. by the way i love this 2, i just don't know if i love them as much as Rohan!.








And just because i soo want Kristen's Outfit (Next pic)



by the way Kristen is the one in red.

I'll go to sleep now and dream of her.

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Back to school.
Monday, January 12, 2009
Very soon. Not when it was supposed to be actually. and its all because i didn't ask. Im supposed to go back to school on monday. NEXT monday and i thought it was THIS monday so i returned home to this house way early, if i would've known today i would be writing in the comfort of my parents house that is my house and well not thinking about going back until next wednesday and well things would be different.

But hey like ive said before. things do happen for a reason and maybe that reason is to stop my debt and actually pay school on time. wich will happen if i don't decide to spend my money in other thigns that are not school.

To do: template, template, template.

i really do need to change it im getting bored with it and i need more color.

Im thinking about watching SON or the L word again. just to keep me entertained at nights. but what could it be? my love for Spashley is big. but thinking about seeing Helena and Jenny oh well.. Dilemma!. and since all my movies are at my parents. then is or SON or the L word. ha!. good thing is i have fridays with updates of my favorite fanfic again! yey! wanna read it. ch-check it out!

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Back Home?!
Thursday, January 8, 2009
I arrived almost 20 hours ago. It didn't feel as good as getting to my real home almost one month ago. but it was better than i expected. 

I was able to sleep and stay indoors not outside like the last couple of times. while i waited for them to be awake.

Im getting my money for school tomorrow and it will be amazing to start a new 4thmester im praying that ill have nice classes and actually enjoying myself like ive been doing in the last year.

you have what you deserve honey just remember that, yes that one is for me!.

I still haven't been able to change my template. i havent found one that i really like. plus i know remember i forgot to review 2 movies but ill be doing so this weekend.

I got around in the last couple of days to finish up watching South Of Nowhere and i really loved it. (im totally in love with both now, Ashley and Spencer.) i loved the ending and i love the show in general. can't wait for The L Word. which hopefully will give me the nice ending im hoping. Even if i know that Jenny Someone dies. and that scares me. because i really do love her.



I have all SON seasons on my computer. and im only missing the last 8 episodes on my iPod. I guess i won't be erasing them. they are such nice company when you need to be reminded that you are not alone in the world and that things actually can workout your way in the end. no matter who you kiss. no matter who you love.

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Sick by the minute
Friday, January 2, 2009
Today as far as being a good day it hasnt really been one. I am sick. i got the flu and i can't breathe. Im leaving to school in a couple of days and i don't really want to go. Yesterday allot of people came for the famous 'reheat' and well the house was full since i woke up till i went to sleep. I ate too much. but i really enjoy quality time with my family. what can i say? i just love them and i love being near them.

A friend of my aunt who was friend of my parents too died today. that was sad and that made this day not perfect. then i was decided to go shopping since i thought the sales started today so i woke up early and headed to the store only to be greated by no-one ha! the sales start tomorrow! so that means i got to wake up early again and i want to finish watching South of Nowhere for the third time haha!! im loving it more by the minute!

Im meeting my bitches on sunday and tomorrow i think will be a special day. as long as im not sick anymore that will be the IT of my day.

I could write ill be logging off but that would be a lie. i will be watching SON and have MSN on just in case the fave one wants to chat again!.

Oh! i forgot i wanted to change my template. i guess ill be checking that out tomorrow. im kinda bored with the one i have! so thats on ly to do list.

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Happy New Year!
Thursday, January 1, 2009
Happy new year to you! that reads me. Whether you come here because you know i write it and you like it or you just happen to stumble across it. Happy new year to you! may all your wishes come true and i wish you all the happiness and health one can ever have!.

+ Resolutions. ha! well i don't actually follow them but i guess its only one..to stop having debts and to finally be clear to at least one member of my family about me being gay. last year i told 2 friends, and the year before that i told my cousin so i guess we're kind of even. hehe..now this year one member of my close family will be the target.

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