I have this thing that i do just because i miss my family and that is calling them when im returning home from school. Being late at night and with no-one around i can easily talk and well i can say everything i want.
Yesterday wasn't different from any other day except that is 1 of the 2 days i don't get a ride home after school so i need to get on 2 bus trips and walk a 15 minute walk which is when i call them. well i got walking at around 8:40 (i was late due to late class gossip) i called my mom and i got voicemail and then my fucking phone went off! i thought it was just like it does it goes blank and then it just restarts. but oh no! i didn't had any battery left and i didn't notice so until i got home and connected my phone and actually turned it on because i kinda went to have something to eat i was starving!. Then surprise surprise i got my dad worried and well i noticed the call and picked up the phone. he just wanted to know that i was alright so i told him yeah and he ended it with ''next time call my phone not your mom's'' then i went ''why?'', then he went ''just because i will pick up so call my phone'' i was like ''okay goodnight'' and immediately i knew something was wrong!.
The thing about being away is i get absolutely freaked when i think my parents are fighting, maybe it has nothing to do about being away maybe it has everything to do with it because i am not here and well there is no way in hell someone is going to tell me exactly how things are so a while ago i got online and my dad was there. of course i didn't wanted to ask anything but along came information and well it was just because my dad things a friend (girl) of my sister likes her likes her like i like girls likes her and he freaked!, and told my sister to tell her friend to stop being so stalkerish (according to my dad the girl sends my sister txts and gets all mad because my sister talks with other girls) or he will tell her himself. and he got very very mad at my mom because he says she didnt mind at all and actually got mad because he was checking her phone (which is a valid point but he does claim he just turned off the calculator) and now my dad just rambled up on me with that he must ve waaay mad.
Now the thing with all this letters being written is
- my dad is a lovable gentle person but he is not wanting gay daughters. what am i? a gay daughter of his. he doesnt know but i became really really sad when i read 'thats not what i want for her' and 'less if it is this way with that girl being so stalkerish'.
- my dad is mad at my mom and his bday is coming.
- my dad doesnt want a gay daughter. or son in that case (yes i have a brother)
- my sister has a girlfriend? my sister is gay? (ok this one i believe is a 5% chance, i really doubt it. but yet again who knows!)
Labels: Gayness, In a random world, Me
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