Almost 1am- New day and obviously im not sleeping.
I have allot of my mind and well i had to have some homework done and well i did it! no more things to do but the usual. checking on gossip sites, my favorite blogs and celebrity web pages. oh yeah and facebook and twitter!.
I watched the 2nd episode of the L word and i WILL do my boring amazing reviews! (To do: obviously along with my template! i will find the time!) right now im trying to get a hold of episode 3! yey!
Well now to the title. yes allot on my mind. Im going to have a call in about 30 minutes and i am nervous why? because i do care for her, but sometimes i don't understand the way she says she understands me. I dont get it and i wish i did, I say things that i think she will like and i stop myself from saying things she wouldnt like and here i am everyday thinking about her and caring for her and not being me, and i guess thats the point were it all should stop- then i ask myself why, the answer is simple. she is there and she wants me, why don't i give it a try?. Who knows what could happen, i will only hope for the best, because it is worth it.
Labels: Gayness, Me, The L Word, To do:
