This doesn't mean im giving up on my life's dream of making a movie. Im just saying good-bye to the dream i forced in my head about her.
This past couple of days i kind of lied. Pretended my cell didn't worked and well i felt free happy, that mixed with Skins episode 6 and what Naomi's mom tells her, that was it for me.
It was good im not going to lie. But i do deserve better, someone nice and someone who doesn't play someone i can just be myself with without having the need to pretend.
The decision is made, i just need to make it happen.
I saw half of the new Underworld movie in my advertising class. Weird but true. Im a fan and i was a bit disappointed that Kate Beckinsale is not on the film (well according to my brother she does make an appearance at the end). but i was liking it. Crappy FX but i like the story. I liked vampires before Twilight even show up!. FYI.
Now its late and its even weird that im typing this in my comfortable bed being tuesday and all and that disconnecting wireless at night. (actually kind of reminds me of being home at night where they don't turn off wireless!)
But it was good that i had a chance to catch up because i really like it here. After all is mine!.
And just because im in the mood! /this picture is of the episode mentioned above!.
Im a bit in love. please bare with me.
