What is it with stupid guys and not understanding reasons!!..*yes its in a very not friendly tone* i tried i really did try to be nice but it seems he makes it sooo hard..ok so u want the story..ill tell u the story..my story with Mr. R
Mr. R and me worked together..he sold food i took care of animals..
R started liking/loving me and started telling people so...
I decided not to hide anymore and told N, Paola (future reference P) and Cynthia (C) tt i was gay..(oh yeah why i din wanted to hide..tts another story u will know later..when im in the mood..
R knew I was gay and still decided to court me...
R told ppl he didnt mind i was gay and tt it would be could if i could be his GF..
I told him no i din wanted to im gay..*see this bracelet in my hand kinda gay*
R kept telling me i love you..please say yes..i wont be bad...
I started thinking...about what i dont know i just thought...
R asked me again...
I said no...
A viciously malignous dissappointment wich is why came out to ppl who is called Jess (J) happen AGAIN..and i said yes..oh yes darling let¡s date ull be my savior!
I started being my usual not wanting to have a BF self and broke up with R
R hated me
I din hated R and started liking L...allot!
R wanted to be close again so he listened to all the stuff i had inside when i wanted L..
R was being a great friend...
I left the city...called R and started talking..as in a talking dating way
R dated N..
R Stopped talking to I
N told me I got my supersized dont know why im jealous and I called R
R and N stopped dating and R called to talk/date
R stopped I and got her mad *why the hech was he playing with me when i was supposed to be playing with him..not good..and yes i was still pretty sure i was a lesbian*
R got a new GF
I came to the city..
I met R and talked
I left the city
R still had tt GF
I got to the city..again as in i am still in the city..
R keeps calling I..
I sometimes tells im not home..i went to the store..blah...
R tells I she is weird..
I tells R..u got a GF
I tells R everysingle time he called..the phone is on my parents bedroom there is no other phone i cant talk like i would want to talk because my parents are here..
R asks I..u cant talk right, right?..*please do not my previous sentence*
R tells I..u're weird..*again please!*
R tells I..Why dont u talk right *AGAIN*
R tells I..I guess this is Gbye..i hope u find urself a nice boy..tt he can take good care of you *i dont know if he is stupid or just playing to be one*
OMG..yes tts my longest post so far..and its all because i dont really understand how his mind works..he has a GF..he wants me..i dont want him..he knows tt..and he keeps calling and keeps saying stupid stuff wich i cant properly answer because theres always someone in the room..i hope u dont take tt im mean by this..im not..i just got really desperate..wich gets me to my fathers freaky question of 2 days ago...
''why are u always so mean to guys tt call u over the phone''
Damn i so wish i had the guts to tell him..or my mom..maybe tt way theyll know im not the bitch they think i am..
posted by Roasted Twinkie at 2:57 AM
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